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Another Year Gone By

I wrote this back in January, just after my 24th birthday, and then forgot to post it. Here is the past year in review.

In 2014 I:

  • Earned more money than I’ve ever had in my life
  • Put myself out there in new ways with mostly positive results
  • Had my millionth, “am I dying,” health scare
  • Gave up yet another dream due to my health
  • Learned to cope in more positive ways
  • Realized I’m capable of more than I think I am and that I should freak out less
  • Changed colleges and majors (from nursing to social work)
  • Began driving on my own, finally
  • Felt older than I should
  • Watched countless friends get engaged and/or married, and surprisingly didn’t feel bitter or lonely
  • Tried dating, a little
  • Decided I just don’t care about romantic relationships right now
  • Cried, a lot. In private
  • Saw a counselor almost weekly
  • Hurt people who had hurt me with my words because I felt they deserved it
  • Realized it is not my place to determine what other people deserve, experienced regret
  • Weaned myself off of several of my long term medications
  • Went to the POTS Treatment Center and felt the best I had in years
  • Met many incredible people experiencing the same things I was who I hope to keep in touch with for life
  • Had a fever the entire year
  • Grieved over extended family due to both loss of life and loss of trust
  • Helped save someone’s life
  • Had my first trip free of my parents
  • Shot my first national print job
  • Struggled
  • Grew up a little. I hope.

In 2015 I want to:

  • Continue my foray into healthy eating and exercise
  • Move out of my parents’ home
  • Gain more independence
  • Have success with my at home POTS Treatment protocol
  • Begin attending a social work program at college
  • Somehow gain confidence
  • Put more effort into modeling
  • Express myself through writing
  • Meet more people and make more friends
  • Pray more and really get to know God
  • Figure out where I stand (and where God stands) on various ethical issues
  • Buy nothing (other than the essentials) for 100 days straight
  • Not be an idiot
  • Practice more positive self talk (see above)
  • Grow up a little more
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